WaT hApPeN tO mI

strange feelings i gt these days
uncontrollable
dun reali feel like doin anthin these days
no mood?
i oso hav no ans for myself
but these days i feel my heart all being cramp up
cant find peace within
wat can i do to heal my strange illness
is ther reali a ans for tis
haven been able to find one since a long time ago
y cant i been able to accept anyone
iszit him onli
if i'm able mayb i will not b here
nt knowin wat to do
clueless abt wat will happen in e next minute
fear tt sumthin will juz happen
these duno juz leave mi hangin ther
tink i'm gg die heartache any moment
will i?
i wana breakaway from ther stupid stuffs....

SoUr & BitTeR

It valentine day already ...
one yr has since past by ..
e day i once longing it to cum by
e day nw i hated e most
I hated seein couple all around when it cum to tis day
coz i nt fated to celebrate tis day
i juz wan everyone to b e as mi
even though tis may seen selfish
but i noe mani who r in e same state as me will tink tis way rite?
i hate him even more nw
i duno even noe wat am i to him
a toy to play when it free time for him?
or juz some junks waitin to b thrown away?
iszit e time nearin or iszit juz mi?
things has since become more & more complicated
n i reali hate tis


wat has i become to....

DaY aT hOmE

nv go out todae at all becoz of sumone
who say dun wan to disturb my life
but nw wat happen again
cum here to c if i die already iszit ....


i haven die yet
not yet
revenge muz be taken
hatred has already fill mi
it all too late already
everything will nt be e same once more

PaNdOrA bOx

wish i could place everything in e pandora box
thn nth will be left of mi to tink abt
a carefree mi tt was in e past
nw a different mi
i dun even noe y im doin all tis
wat is all tis for ....


but still ther no ans to mi own qns ...
so mani qns ther but no ans to it
all left is juz question marks
how i hope for sumone to pick mi up from wher i fallen off
is tis a dream tt is MI
i duno ...
how i hope i could kill him nw stab him till i could nt
my hands full of his red blood
i nid a knife to cure myself
but tis i so stupid ...


e person who should die is him

JuZ aNoThEr DaE

wow holidaes reali passes tt fast man ....
n nw it school again ...
so sian ar ..
so nw still got another 1 more month b4 e big holidaes cum along ..
these few days my mood is gettin better n better le
from sad to hapi n to even hapi
hehe =p
juz love e days tt we were tog

there is still waitin to do but nvm i noe wat will happen next de ...
evil laugh *

todae is damn borin la cognitive again
juz hate it
wan to get it over n done wif le la
n wish u could cum ltr
ok?

A sAd BiRtHdAe

no 1 will noe
no 1 ever will
not even u
mayb ...

i noe u cant go i didnt say anything but u say i tink tis, tink tt
i did not ...
u tink u stress thn u can say watever u wan to mi
u noe i sad le tt y i gave u tt attitude but u noe i cant recover tt fast
isnt todae my day
it my day u noe
MY DAY
but it seem it a normal day to u onli
a very normal 1

mayb i shouldnt hav take off
i should hav work todae
y should i care abt wat u say
after wat u say to mi on e fone
it such a wrong choice tt i make
at least if i work i can earn n nt tink so much
but nw ...
other thn sad ther nth left

n tmr i dun even feel like gg out
i juz hate tis year totally
u can go out n hav fun tmr le lo
hapi nw
HAPI MA

my whole year is spoil coz of u
laugh lo
i noe u very hapi de
RITE?

TiReD yEt HaPi

Yesterdae was quite hapi la but reali veri tired lo .....
so long nv slp well liao but ... holidae cumin le
hehe >.<
actually was gg to play pool wif sum1 de lo
but thn tt sum1 at hm slpin lo hor
dun wan say u liao la
everytime like tt de lo .....
but i watch alvin n e chipmunks liao le
n it was so cuteeeeeee .......
so much songs n dance by e chipmunks ....
before e movie went to eat pizza but it was e wrong choice lah
should hav gone to IMM to eat more choices to choose
thn ltr went IMM to buy my earpiece and loney buy his converse socks ....
after tt play pool 2 games i oso lose .. haiz =.=
sad case ar
next time dun play wif u le la ....
ei i wan more of e chipmunks songs !!!