A sAd BiRtHdAe

no 1 will noe
no 1 ever will
not even u
mayb ...

i noe u cant go i didnt say anything but u say i tink tis, tink tt
i did not ...
u tink u stress thn u can say watever u wan to mi
u noe i sad le tt y i gave u tt attitude but u noe i cant recover tt fast
isnt todae my day
it my day u noe
MY DAY
but it seem it a normal day to u onli
a very normal 1

mayb i shouldnt hav take off
i should hav work todae
y should i care abt wat u say
after wat u say to mi on e fone
it such a wrong choice tt i make
at least if i work i can earn n nt tink so much
but nw ...
other thn sad ther nth left

n tmr i dun even feel like gg out
i juz hate tis year totally
u can go out n hav fun tmr le lo
hapi nw
HAPI MA

my whole year is spoil coz of u
laugh lo
i noe u very hapi de
RITE?

TiReD yEt HaPi

Yesterdae was quite hapi la but reali veri tired lo .....
so long nv slp well liao but ... holidae cumin le
hehe >.<
actually was gg to play pool wif sum1 de lo
but thn tt sum1 at hm slpin lo hor
dun wan say u liao la
everytime like tt de lo .....
but i watch alvin n e chipmunks liao le
n it was so cuteeeeeee .......
so much songs n dance by e chipmunks ....
before e movie went to eat pizza but it was e wrong choice lah
should hav gone to IMM to eat more choices to choose
thn ltr went IMM to buy my earpiece and loney buy his converse socks ....
after tt play pool 2 games i oso lose .. haiz =.=
sad case ar
next time dun play wif u le la ....
ei i wan more of e chipmunks songs !!!

RaNdOm

these days oso not much gg on for mi .... but these few days rainin reali hate rainy days la..
make mi feel so sleepy thn dun wan cum sch liao .... yawn*

i watch the golden compass liao so nice la =)
thn ther is part 2 duno when cum out oso =(
exspecially when u r watchin wif tt sum1 u like
e show is even nicer
LOL ....

thn all le la
some random post
Right here waiting for u you .....

NoT mYsElF

Todae was not tt great after all ....
everything was still ok till nite came by
these few he been callin mi
actually a bit sudden n surprise coz i noe i hav been nasty to him
but todae went out wif him
i oso duno wat is wrong wif mi
i tink i so unnatural when wif him
it not his problem i tink it is mine
actually when i see him at my hse staircase ther
i feelin veri hapi veri nervous veri ..... i juz can feel tt happiness inside
however when i hear him chat wif .... i cant stop takin vinegar le
thn tt coz e 360 degree turn in mi
nw u noe le ma
i juz dun wan to say out la
it veri embrassing de lo juz to say it out
n actually i wanted to hav a gd partin wif u de la
but juz cant say a nice bb to u
oso duno y
n dun ask mi
as i say i duno wat wrong wif mi le
hormones argh !!!!

SoMeThInG wRoNg WiF mI

today started wif a bad startin
actually wanted to wake up at 730 but ..... haiz
late again
next is havin a quarrel wif sum1
n i didnt mean wat i reali say
next e outin to watch enchanted went totally wrong
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.
.
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actually i didnt notice wat went wrong but till sum1 told mi sumthing
but i oso notice tt it was cumin soon
gals should noe
so i guess i had mood swings
tt is y e dae went totally wrong

n those i vent my anger on
reali sry
hope u all accept it
next time i will try to control it but as u can c it gals nature
so hope u all can forgive mi

I HaTe Uuuuuuuu

i reali dont noe wat tt bitch wans
puttin up all those pics for wat
wantin mi to accept her
no way i can do tt
u can say tt i a bad person
but say whatever u wan i dun care at all


i juz wan tt sum1 attention
can u juz look at mi
i not 1 tt u can compare mi wif her
i am a total different person from her
do u get mi anot

i still controllin my emotion nw but not for long
i reali tryin veri hard to please u
i doin my best givin my best shot
but reali dun noe wat u lookin for
tell mi sumthin plz
mayb u dun feel e pain but it hurt a lot
arrows r all over mi every moment nw n then
but no 1 can c it
no 1 can help mi
it is onli u tt can treat my injuries


i duno wat how will u feel after lookin at tis
but i dun wat i write here
it all does do matter
all it matter is u onli

mayb u duno
but while writin tis down
ther lots of emotions inside of mi
angry
jealous
sad which include cryin all e while
i wan u to noe all tis
as i noe u will b readin tis


i duno when e nightmare will b over
i duno when can i wake up
i duno when can we start
i duno a lot of things
but i juz hope ther a answer to every qns

BaCk In AcTiOn

Wow it' been a long time since i post anything le.... too lazy liao lah .. hais
nw i reali find it veri hard to maintain a blog.... XD
tt 1 wk holidae to mi is like reali nth at all ... not enjoyable at all sia ... sad case ar
but ther a little fun mayb .... met a lots of new faces n i reali enjoy it .. =D
hope to get to noe all of u even better kkz .... haha
thn these few days been up till veri late like 4+ in e mornin .... n nw reali veri tired n worse thing is that i'm sick le ..
mayb my body tellin mi tt i should take a rest these few days le
tired till i cant wake up in e mornin n i even miss my test la which is quite important to mi...
but nvm le la ...
one thing which is veri important to mi nw is tt i hope some1 will give mi an ans soon ..
but i will keep on waitin n waitin for u... =) =(
hope tt i can get e ans tt i wan to get le...


PRAY HARD NW !!!

Mi, MySeLf & I

It's been a few days since i blog le .... been real tired these days lo but it holidae for mi nw le .... =] hehe
tis wk pon 2 days really cant wake up lo n todae not feelin well .. hais =.=
nth much happen these days except for thurs lo
went to hav dinner wif vic & xueli at cwp
thn cant tink of wher to go next so went to e library to slack ther
but in e end left mi & vic in e library liao
butbutbut we got take got pics lo
and tis is e 1st time took pic wif vic so surprisin tt he agree to take wif us O.O
after went to look for vic ring but he veri troublesome de lo
choose 1 small little ring nid to search for so long but in e end cant find his size so nv buy liao
as for todae slackin at hm playin games
a bit bored la but tt it lo ... hehe

CoNfUsE

As usual it is mondae again =( so this means tt ther will be blue surrounding mi lo .... coz toooo tired liao la. yawn*
todae is reali reali confusin la .... if e faci nv confuse mi at least thn at least i not so blur lo.... HATE HIM LA
but todae went to queue up for talk but not go for talk
it like cock la so damn unorganised de lo duno wat they doin la..... f***
after sch stay back for a while thn went back le.....
hm sweet hm =P

weekends

Saturdae

As usual e wk went pass veri quickly n it was wkends already. e sadest daes as i hav to work n every1 was like enjoy or slackin on wkends but nvm i still got to enjoy at nite. it was a surprise for mi too as vic juz suddenly appear in front of e shop. reali shock lo.... after work we went marine sqaure to eat HAN's but ther got no service almost all self-service e sadest thing. BUT e food is nice lo... hehe... thn we went for pool but in e end is i lose. HAIS... e hapi thing is tt i got to drink a few mouthful.... lucky thing is tt i dont feel hott. went hm but stay up till veri late thn slp lo .... TIRED

Sundae

Todae slp till abt 12++ coz nv work but tt some1 keep on callin la .... i wan slp de lo. UNDERSTAND!!! after tt went out to meet da gou he waited for 1 hour so stupid la .... hahaha
but waited for wei xian to collect e card lo thn he haven cum n it started to rain liao so went to tcc hav coffee. but e environment suck lo coz no sofa sits n it so damn cold la... shivers** after he cum went to shop around but cant find wat i wan so went back cine again to collect e card but cant collect le. SAD CASE.... thn went to cine walk thn i finally bought something. =) went play pool at lucky plaza but my skills reali gone le =( lose all e way leh. thn went hongkong cafe eat lo cant finish e food order wrong thing liao.... got attack ther oso n some1 was talkin crap ther oso throw up. CANT STAND IT!!!! went hm n tt it... byeeeeee tmr sch again

StArTiNg WiF a HaTe

Tis is the startin of my blog and i tink the 1st & e last blog.... Hehe
let's start ok ... i will be postin or even sellin some of my stuffs here ..
do keep a lookout pple!!!!
But still a big noobbyyy here ...
LOL
HATE is a very profound word in my context. i tink that it easily to hate some1 but easily to forget and get over it. too much of experience le. till thn some1 help mi i'm reali fallin deep inside or iszit mi myself been tinkin too much.
I REALI DUNO ...... *dead silence



anyway todae fridae liao so pple enjoy it ba ..... =)