Friday, November 30, 2007

SoMeThInG wRoNg WiF mI

today started wif a bad startin
actually wanted to wake up at 730 but ..... haiz
late again
next is havin a quarrel wif sum1
n i didnt mean wat i reali say
next e outin to watch enchanted went totally wrong
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actually i didnt notice wat went wrong but till sum1 told mi sumthing
but i oso notice tt it was cumin soon
gals should noe
so i guess i had mood swings
tt is y e dae went totally wrong

n those i vent my anger on
reali sry
hope u all accept it
next time i will try to control it but as u can c it gals nature
so hope u all can forgive mi

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I HaTe Uuuuuuuu

i reali dont noe wat tt bitch wans
puttin up all those pics for wat
wantin mi to accept her
no way i can do tt
u can say tt i a bad person
but say whatever u wan i dun care at all


i juz wan tt sum1 attention
can u juz look at mi
i not 1 tt u can compare mi wif her
i am a total different person from her
do u get mi anot

i still controllin my emotion nw but not for long
i reali tryin veri hard to please u
i doin my best givin my best shot
but reali dun noe wat u lookin for
tell mi sumthin plz
mayb u dun feel e pain but it hurt a lot
arrows r all over mi every moment nw n then
but no 1 can c it
no 1 can help mi
it is onli u tt can treat my injuries


i duno wat how will u feel after lookin at tis
but i dun wat i write here
it all does do matter
all it matter is u onli

mayb u duno
but while writin tis down
ther lots of emotions inside of mi
angry
jealous
sad which include cryin all e while
i wan u to noe all tis
as i noe u will b readin tis


i duno when e nightmare will b over
i duno when can i wake up
i duno when can we start
i duno a lot of things
but i juz hope ther a answer to every qns

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

BaCk In AcTiOn

Wow it' been a long time since i post anything le.... too lazy liao lah .. hais
nw i reali find it veri hard to maintain a blog.... XD
tt 1 wk holidae to mi is like reali nth at all ... not enjoyable at all sia ... sad case ar
but ther a little fun mayb .... met a lots of new faces n i reali enjoy it .. =D
hope to get to noe all of u even better kkz .... haha
thn these few days been up till veri late like 4+ in e mornin .... n nw reali veri tired n worse thing is that i'm sick le ..
mayb my body tellin mi tt i should take a rest these few days le
tired till i cant wake up in e mornin n i even miss my test la which is quite important to mi...
but nvm le la ...
one thing which is veri important to mi nw is tt i hope some1 will give mi an ans soon ..
but i will keep on waitin n waitin for u... =) =(
hope tt i can get e ans tt i wan to get le...


PRAY HARD NW !!!

Friday, November 2, 2007

Mi, MySeLf & I




It's been a few days since i blog le .... been real tired these days lo but it holidae for mi nw le .... =] hehe
tis wk pon 2 days really cant wake up lo n todae not feelin well .. hais =.=
nth much happen these days except for thurs lo
went to hav dinner wif vic & xueli at cwp
thn cant tink of wher to go next so went to e library to slack ther
but in e end left mi & vic in e library liao
butbutbut we got take got pics lo
and tis is e 1st time took pic wif vic so surprisin tt he agree to take wif us O.O
after went to look for vic ring but he veri troublesome de lo
choose 1 small little ring nid to search for so long but in e end cant find his size so nv buy liao
as for todae slackin at hm playin games
a bit bored la but tt it lo ... hehe