HaBiT

it all been so strange to me these days
juz found out tt time goes real slow these days
too slow tt i muz say
sumtimes i cant reali stand it anymore
iszit tt habit tt cant b maintain tt makes time goes slow
mayb ba...
been questionin myself alot but these days oso
wat can i do
i oso nt sure abt tt le
all things r gettin all too confusin le
juz as if they r all being blended
cant b separated ....
is ther any way to cure myself
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still searching
somewher out ther .......

An EnD a StArT

i tink it reali time for mi to cool down for tis period of time le ...
nid to set my goals so tt i can b on tracks ..
nid ta sit back n tink wat i nid ta do
steps by steps le ..
tink im gg too fast le ba
nid to slow down a bit le ...
anyway all it takes is juz time ba
i tink ...
time to tink
time to act
all these muz b at e perfect timing ...
for things in life to go on smoothly ..
mi suddenly tink so much abt life sia ..
strange for mi to do sumthing like tt huh ...
e usual carefree mi muz change le la to a ... more serious person le ba
i tink tis sentence muz b install into my mind tis instance le
which is .... tink b4 u act
such a simple sentence which i keeps on forgetting every nw n thn ..
serious liao
nid a plan le ....
muahahahaha.........

WaT hApPeN tO mI

strange feelings i gt these days
uncontrollable
dun reali feel like doin anthin these days
no mood?
i oso hav no ans for myself
but these days i feel my heart all being cramp up
cant find peace within
wat can i do to heal my strange illness
is ther reali a ans for tis
haven been able to find one since a long time ago
y cant i been able to accept anyone
iszit him onli
if i'm able mayb i will not b here
nt knowin wat to do
clueless abt wat will happen in e next minute
fear tt sumthin will juz happen
these duno juz leave mi hangin ther
tink i'm gg die heartache any moment
will i?
i wana breakaway from ther stupid stuffs....

SoUr & BitTeR

It valentine day already ...
one yr has since past by ..
e day i once longing it to cum by
e day nw i hated e most
I hated seein couple all around when it cum to tis day
coz i nt fated to celebrate tis day
i juz wan everyone to b e as mi
even though tis may seen selfish
but i noe mani who r in e same state as me will tink tis way rite?
i hate him even more nw
i duno even noe wat am i to him
a toy to play when it free time for him?
or juz some junks waitin to b thrown away?
iszit e time nearin or iszit juz mi?
things has since become more & more complicated
n i reali hate tis


wat has i become to....

DaY aT hOmE

nv go out todae at all becoz of sumone
who say dun wan to disturb my life
but nw wat happen again
cum here to c if i die already iszit ....


i haven die yet
not yet
revenge muz be taken
hatred has already fill mi
it all too late already
everything will nt be e same once more

PaNdOrA bOx

wish i could place everything in e pandora box
thn nth will be left of mi to tink abt
a carefree mi tt was in e past
nw a different mi
i dun even noe y im doin all tis
wat is all tis for ....


but still ther no ans to mi own qns ...
so mani qns ther but no ans to it
all left is juz question marks
how i hope for sumone to pick mi up from wher i fallen off
is tis a dream tt is MI
i duno ...
how i hope i could kill him nw stab him till i could nt
my hands full of his red blood
i nid a knife to cure myself
but tis i so stupid ...


e person who should die is him